竟然，将至未至。

这次的这些照片记录了马某本年最黑暗一段时期的生活。成天无所事事无病呻吟死去活来。

总的来说归于一种无奈挫败感，无助，空虚。

当然现在的照片不比当年情绪一目了然。现在学会压制了。

shadowplay-joy division

To the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you,
To the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you,
I was moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you,
In a room with a window in the corner I found truth.
In the shadowplay, acting out your own death, knowing no more,
As the assassins all grouped in four lines, dancing on the floor,
And with cold streel, odour on their bodies mad a move to connect,
But I could only stare in disbelief as the crowds all left.
I did everything, everything I wanted to,
I let them use you for their own ends,
To the centre of the city in the night, waiting for you.
To the centre of the city in the night, waiting for you.